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Monthly Archives: September 2009

Thermometor Talk.

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IMG_5151(leaves that I snapped around this time last year…)

September has arrived and brought with it cool mornings and the lingering scent of Fall in the air.  I woke up this morning and just laid in bed staring out the open window for a while and enjoying the cool 49 degrees that was filling the room around me while I was wrapped in the blankets.  These mornings are as delightful as those first mornings in Spring when you can feel the warmth behind the nip, and here we are 6 months laters gingerly feeling out the cool behind the inevitably warmer day.  I have gone on and on about this in the past, but I cannot help to celebrate the weather because it does so much to set the stage for our days.  We tend to treat talking about the weather as a safe, if not generic conversation topic, but really there is little else that is such an uninhibited and universal experience.  It’s happening all around us and it’s something that we really can share together.  Perhaps I am particularly excited about these changing temperatures right now because it’s such a tangible marker of the change that is taking place in our life.  Laying in bed I was able to feel the coming months with such strong tenderness in the air that I couldn’t help getting a little swept up in the notion that this is going to be a wonderful Autumn season, full of both the nostalgic comforts that I look forward to at this time of year every year, and also chock full of all of those unknowns.

And unrelated, but maybe somewhat related, I had a dream the other night that will bore you if I go into any detail, but the take home point was, what you resist will persist.  This is proving to be an incredibly useful mantra of sorts for me as I prepare for labor, and I thought I would throw it out there in case it meant anything to some of you.  A very happy September 2 to you!

Week 38. 18 days and counting.

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photo from right this minute:

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Whew.  I am seriously pregnant.  I, we, are 38 weeks today…this little guy has been a part of my body and our collective consciousness for 9.5 months now, and as far as I am concerned, he is welcome to show his face any old day now.  I’ve been keeping a sporatic journal to him throughout the pregnancy, and it was an exciting moment to write to him this morning and let him know that today is the first day of his birth month, something that he shares with his daddy-o.  We had our weekly appointment yesterday and the midwife said not to get too excited, being a first time mother, having a boy etc all points to another two weeks of pregnancy, so I am just patiently integrating that knowledge with the hope that he will defy all odds, listen to the full moon this Friday and surprise us all.  I know that I am just like every other expectant mother with this vain hope, but by that same token, I’ve had three 1st time mother friends that have delivered anywhere from 1-3 weeks early (all with boys) in the last 4 months, so I am open to all possibilities!  Everything is still smooth sailing, I’m sleeping well, have a good appetite, the gestational diabetes are under excellent control, and my body, though feeling pretty foreign right at the moment, is hanging in there.  Mainly I’m slow and get a little misty eyed thinking about an afternoon nap, but otherwise, all seems to be in order.  Drew and I are getting a little ridicoulously sentimental and nostalgic about our quiet time together…constantly looking at each other over the tops of books and magazines or pausing whatever we’re doing to say, “we won’t get to do this much longer” and getting all sappy and googly eyed as we celebrate our indulgent silence, trying our hardest to honor these last couple of days/weeks of the ‘us’ as we’ve known it for the last 8 or so years.  I, of course, promptly follow that up with a statement to my large moving belly to the tune of, “but don’t let that stand in your way, feel free to disturb the peace now.  How aaaaaabooouut…now!  Now?” before we return to our current life as we know it.  Ahh well.  18 days and counting.

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